Monday, May 16, 2011

One more joke ehh??
My luck played one more prank on me and I got trapped and I fall so badly that it seems very tough for me to get up and walk again! 
I feel sick, I feel cheated, why is it always me?
Whenever I find something that brings me happiness, I blink my eyes and whhoooshhhh its gone!
What am I supposed to do now??
Why does he have to leave so quick?
Damn! Maybe I should stop being happy over things and then it won't hurt ..


....... And I go Blank ....
Hello Everyone! :)
Today when I look back at my life, I see that in the past eighteen years of my life I could do nothing for myself or for anyone else, I have led a useless and purposeless life. I have had lots and lots of dreams and I still have many but none of them has been accomplished till date and who knows the future! Its not that I am disheartened or depressed at the moment but this realization doesn't make me feel good either. 

I know what I wish to do but I don't have anyone's support with me, I feel alone when it comes to accomplishing my dream and I feel very helpless. I feel sad with the thought that I haven't been able to do anything for myself and I wish to fulfill my dream someday hoping that day comes soon.


God help me!

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Let me introduce to you a Beautiful Angel born months back. :)


Here she is, named Elina/Saumya by her parents, this little girl is my cutest niece and she keeps smiling all the time.
She is the world's cutest observer and listener and she is just too cute. :)


God Bless her! :)

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Hola everyone!
Having a gala time??? ( I really love the Hola word :D )
Yesterday was the day I shared myself with the wonders of nature ( And I love it! ).
A beautiful and gentle wind was blowing outside yesterday and then I jumped out to my balcony and stood by my railing , closing my eyes I allowed the wind to touch and caress my face and slowly I opened my face to find out a big and carefree smile on my face!
With my earphones plugged into my ears I was listening soft music and with that I was enjoying the strong yet gentle wind ( Nature is so adorable! ). When I stand by my railing in such a beautiful weather I just feel as I have nothing to worry about, its just like one of the carefree feelings and it is too good. Standing there I get to observer people around and thats really interesting ( Although I can notice few people noticing me too :P ). Well that was my nature talk but something even more better happened yesterday. :D

Although I screwed up with my mechanics paper ( It was very tough, really very tough! ) but my cute mechanics teacher was the invigilator in the class just in front of my class and half the time Sir was standing on the entrance of the class ( Which was clearly visible from my seat ! ) and I couldn't help noticing him the entire time ( Totally crazy! ). What I did the entire time was gazing him with all my affection and then blushing ( Even I am shocked! I was blushing! ) and then getting back to work ( Work = giving my examination! ) and then again stared him and whenever he looked back I had goosebumps ( Goosebumps in these scorching summers! ). I acted like a total silly girl but I loved the view :D .

Despite everything I loved the day yesterday! :)
I hope days like this keep coming over and over again in my life, and with this hope I bid my 
Adieu to everyone!


Thank you God for everything! :)

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Hola people!
Wondering where the hell have I been??
Well I am struggling with my stupid exams held by my even more stupider college ( Arghhh I hate it! ). Lately so many things have been happening around which I was dying to share with my readers but these examinations + crashing of my computer software kept me away from my blog for so long ( Sob sob! ). But well my week still has four examinations to go and tomorrow is the exam of my subject, of course Mechanics! ( Yes that is my subject! ) and I really really really hope I do well tomorrow ( Fingers crossed! ).
I have so much to share but I have lot to study right now so I'll be back very soon with all the news in my life till then 
I bid my Adieu!




Everyone please wish me luck!