~ Solitary ~

Feeling a bit low today and the reason, well a realization.

A realization that keeps striking my mind time to time but mostly is overlooked by me for a reason unknown. Once again I had the same experience today and somehow I couldn't overlook it!

There is something wrong with me that whenever I trust a person that there is no secret between us or at least I know the person as well as others do I am proved wrong and it really hurts me to realize that I am not trustworthy for the people I care for..

And today when I experienced something similar from a close friends I felt really sad but I didn't say anything, I have decided that now on I won't interfere in anyone's matter, be it anyone! I can't take the hurt anymore to hear about my own close friends from other people!

God Please help me stay Strong!