I am happy yet I feel sad!

The thought of not being able to fulfill my dreams kills me within but I prefer to plaster a smile on my face instead of crying my agonies out. I just wish this pain comes to an end soon, it seems unbearable now.

Yesterday I wrote a poem dedicated to all my friends which I wish to share here. :)

From being unknowns to the beautiful bond we share,

From strangers' thoughts to always being there,

From the ups and downs to the situation so fair,

Life gave me friends so near and dear!

Eye to eye talks,

Silly mocks,

Long long walks,

Mark-sheet shocks,

Hunting tops,

Nail-paint stocks,

Together it appears as if everything rocks!

Long lasting joys,

Acting soft toys,

Fashion freaks,

Excitement squeaks,

Food fights,

Result frights,

Friendship fills every single moment with delight!

Sweet little memories,

Act of braveries,

Numerous crushes,

Stupid stresses,

Introducing trends,

Lucky to have such amazing friends! 

:) 

Hola everyone!

Falling into better situations, at the instant I am waiting for my sweetheart 'Deeksha' to come from Mumbai to see me! ( Ahhh Good old friends! ) Lately I have been studying mechanics and some more of mechanics with all my dedication ( Ohh no I haven't turned out Studious, its the hot teacher! ;) ). The classes apparently appear like an hour in heaven watching the hot Angel walk around and listen to his soft-spoken voice ( I am damn impressed by his politeness! ). Before I get lost in the thoughts of my Hot teacher let me move on to next happening in my life :D. 

Met my niece and nephews this week and it actually felt amazing after spending such wonderful time with them! They make me realize the beauty of remaining a kid and enjoying every bit of life and filling me with pride those kids awarded me as their 'Favorite' amongst everyone else ( Feels like I got an Oscar! ). 

Meeting up my Angel felt really good, we always spend a very wonderful time with each other talking about everything and anything which reminds me of the Vodka I got drunk with! :D

Can never forget that day when I couldn't maintain the motion of my body and when I saw the maximum effect of Gravity on my body! lol! All I did was laughing and laughing some more, dying to attend my mechanics lab although there was no way I could attend it and yes I learned a very important thing that day, ' Never ever have vodka empty Stomach, its disaster! ' ;)

Everything is going well and good but I don't know why I am having a feel as if I am missing something, I don't know what it is but its just weird! I hope I get rid of this feel very soon.

God please help me Top in Mechanics! ;) 

Situations, a part of life that actually make you wonder 'Why?'. Ignoring a person although appears very easy but when the person stands next to you and sees you eye to eye how is it possible to ignore the person? Situations just make the unexpected happen and you just can't avoid them! A flashback of the past refreshes all old memories in the Heart and once heart overwhelms how can we pass by the person as if the person is a stranger! I don't find that possible, one can be strong enough to forgive and forget past but no one is strong enough to erase each and every memory of the past and walk by as if nothing had happened! No ,I can't do that, I am just not strong enough! I can forgive but I can never forget, for it was not just two random people who knew each other, it was two people who shared a bond between them, a bond of love!

God, please listen to my Heart!

Help me sort the right and wrong!

My beloved blog, one again I am so sorry for not making any new post in past few days!

Whenever I think about making a new post this server of mine refuses to connect me with you but finally I am here! :D 

And without any further description of silly server I am ready to begin my post! Past few days were really memorable for me, I had loads and loads of fun with my 'New friends' and finally I believe God made something good happen in my life sending these few people in my life who never ever let a single drop of tear fall down my eyes, Its simply wonderful when I see so many people around me to bring a smile on my face who are ready to do anything and everything for it! Its simply amazing to have such people around. 

And an interesting part of my life, the entry of a new 'Hot, SeXy Teacher' , my new Crush! :D

He teaches me Mechanics and when he enters the class a silly smile spreads across my face and all my senses get lost somewhere! And I can actually hear songs playing in the background till he remains in the class! For the next one hour till he remains in the class All I can hear is him and all I can see is him! Pheeewwww I am actually gone crazy but seriously he is an amazing teacher!     


Life is looking actually good these days and for the time being I have set my goal to do my graduation with really good marks and make my Dad proud of me and then to do my MBA from foreign ( Ahhhh I am waiting for that day! :D ). I wish things grow better with time and life remains good for me always! :)




Thank you God for Such Wonderful People and the Strength you provide me to fight against the odd circumstances! :)