~ Life : Look beyond the Imperfections ~

I always wanted to live my life on my own terms and conditions but circumstances made me live my life other's way. Standing with this realization I fail to understand what to do next.With so many dreams in my eyes, I stand losing every dream with every drop of tear flowing from my eyes. 

I stand alone with no support from anyone, 

I stand alone with people suggesting me to live the life I am in as I can't help it, 

I stand alone with people laughing at me for being a loser in the life I am in, 

I stand alone with so much of pressure of excelling in the life I am in,

I stand alone watching others fulfill their dreams and live their life,

I stand alone failing to understand what was the mistake I committed.

I stand alone compromising with each and every thing I face in life,

and

I simply stand alone with loneliness being my perfect partner.

Hearing hurting things from closed one has become a regular part of my life,

Sometimes its my parents telling me what an useless and terrible child I am,

Sometimes its my younger brother telling me what a money-eater ans useless person I am,

Sometimes its my close friend telling me how senseless and arrogant I am,

Even my teachers who know me for the past few months tell me what a useless and hopeless student I am!

So much of criticism, so much of broken dreams and loneliness,

that perfectly defines me and my life.

So this is what God thinks I deserve.

I feel hopeless and weakened at the moment but as usual I'll get up in few days and ready myself to face this life anyhow 'cause I am not the type of person who gives up so soon and the day I give up would be similar to the last day of my life when I'll free myself from all the sufferings and pains. Well hopefully the day would never come in my life but who knows what happens next!

Standing amidst these situations,

 I wonder why people forget that I am also a Human!