~ Blank ~

I fail to understand why each and every time You say that, my eyes shed tears..

And I am never ever able to control that.

God!

Why??

My mind is approaching the blankness,

and suddenly everything appears darker.

My heart comes to a stand-still for a moment,

I fell short of words.

Shit!

This shouldn't be happening. :(

How do I tell You,

I can't.. won't be able to..

Shitt!

God!

No!

Please!

I beg You,

Don't..

Once again??

Huh!?

Where exactly did I go wrong God?

What did I do?