Right now I am facing one of the biggest confusions of my life..
Its something like I have to choose between the freedom I always wanted and the restriction I never minded..
I fail to understand how things turned out this way all of a sudden and I just spoke the truth,
the thought that came to my mind.
Maybe I am misunderstood,
Maybe I have changed since last year, since all those things took place in my life..
Maybe I need some more time to analyse myself and my life,
Maybe I need to take some things more seriously,
Maybe I am not the good person I always thought I was,
Maybe I am selfish always bothered about my own self,
Maybe I have hurt you telling the truth,
Maybe this was supposed to happen...
But if it going to happen
Why am I having this pinch of sorrow in my Heart,
Why my heart saddens with the thought of letting You go,
Why am I equally getting hurt..
I have no answers to these!
Yes I am not sure if that was love or something else,
but one thing I am totally sure about is the fact that I do care for You and I don't wish to hurt You ever..
What You said to me yesterday made me doubt myself for the first time in my life
and it hurt me to the core.
I know You gave me lots of time and your patience has decided to give up right now
but well its my fault that I am still not clear with what exactly do I want,
From You,
From Myself,
From Others,
and
From my Life..
Its like I have nothing left to say about this for now.
Maybe I am the lamest person You have ever met but well
I never meant to hurt You with anything ..
Take Care..
God help me..
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