~ Unpredictable Life ~

Heyii Blush!

Moshi moshi Baby :P

( I heard it in a movie, Japanese method of saying hello )

Hope You are fine Blush. :)

Past week has been full of lots of ups and downs.

It was something like one moment we were so excited 

and the other moment equally depressed,

this transition with every passing moment 

made me wonder about the unpredictability of life. 

We all know,

Life is never easy

but at times

things happen out of nowhere,

and we are simply not able to understand,

Why, How??

Apparently we find no answers to the questions arising in our mind,

and that is equally irritating!

Suddenly life appears to be hell,

and we start ignoring the ones who care for us too.

Sometimes we feel like running into the arms of Someone 

who makes us feel better and just shed some tears and find comfort there

and the very next moment we feel like running away from the entire world,

and spending some time with loneliness.

I did enjoy some beautiful moments 

sitting beneath the star-lit sky,

talking non-sense with a hope to cheer Someone up,

watching the variation of expressions on the face with every passing moment,

trying to comfort in every possible way,

watching the time pass so so quickly,

trying to analyze the situation myself for being able to give some answers.

I wonder how things turn magical with You around,

I so damn much love to be with You,

Truly, madly ,deeply.

I have never been this sure about anything in my life,

And I am glad You have brought some stability in my freaking-unstable life.

Yes I love it when You share everything with me,

good or bad.

I love it when You come to me when You need Someone,

makes me feel special.

I really wonder how time and meeting fall short every time!

At times it looks like Life has become a part of some movie,

but its no movie, its a reality,

and I love the beauty of this reality.

I know things have turned out unexpected,

I would have done anything if I could,

to bring that smile back on Your face

but well right now the only thing I can do is,

Pray to God to bring back that Smile on the faces of few people,

who are sad and hurt for some or the other reason.

I had one more realization these days,

Things really turn painful and nightmare-type 

when You are not able to forgive yourself for some reason.

Every moment those thoughts haunt You,

All You see is the pain You have caused,

and apparently that becomes the pain You feel!

Sometimes the things left unsaid are the only things that matter ..

Maybe someday.. :(

I was happy,

I was sad.

And somehow that is better,

for that is essential for a human to lead a normal life.

( And I hate those moments of depression! )

Blush,

You make me feel better every time Baby. :)

Love You Sweetheart!

And I have a good news too,

I passed in my Digital Electronics test 

despite the silly luck and time issues I had to face that day. :D

( That was a bit irritating 'cause I would have easily scored well but I couldn't find the room I was supposed to sit in for a long time and the paper was a lengthy one!! )

So I can say that,

I am studying! :P

One more carry-over to go,

the toughest and the last one!

I desperately need to clear this one anyhow!

Pray for me Baby.

I love You.

*muaaaaaaaahhhhhh* ;)

May God Bless Everyone!