Heyi my Love, my baby
Blush! :*
Missed You like hell
sweetheart!
Had no net card since
past few months so couldn’t visit You Love,
although I
desperately desperately wanted to!
I know my Blush won’t
stay mad at me for a long time! ;)
So talking about life
right now,
Tears have blurred my
vision!
Seems I am failing
everywhere,
Love, family and
career!
Things have turned
out to be pretty much unexpected,
At times I find
myself moving away from things
But the very next
moment I find myself longing for them!!
Confusion dominates!
I really wish to have
a clear view of things
And know what I want
and what is worth my pain!
It sucks when you are
blamed by the One person you would gladly sacrifice your life for.
Yes I fucking am in
love, madly in love with my guy,
My craziness knows no
limit when it comes to him
But I believe that is
something he won’t believe ever!
No matter what I do,
my stupid negatives
always dominate my positives
and I am bound to
fucking shut my mouth and just listen!
(Sorry for the language
love, I have started using ‘the’ language frequently!)
Yesterday my Love was
in hospital,
The feeling and fear
of losing him took my breath away.
Despite all the
issues and fights between us, he texted me,
‘I love You!... Don’t
erase me baby.. ‘
Reading this I burst
into tears,
His face, his smile
flashed in front of my eyes and I realized
Nothing else matters
when it comes to him,
My ego, my pride, my
anger, my moods, just nothing!
I would give up on
everything for him
and I just decided
right then I won’t fight him again!
Finding myself so
close to losing him,
I could sense my
heartbeat halting!
The things I have
felt for and with him are emotions I had never ever experienced before in my
life with any other guy.
I tried and still try
my best to be the best for him,
To be the Only One he
needs!!
Let us see how things
turn out in future,
I just hope for the
best!
There are lots and
lots of things to share Blush,
But not in a single
post!
I’ll be back soon
love!
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