~ Things to do before I die ~

Lately I have been thinking that I have this 'Dark and Depressing' style of writing and 

maybe now I should try to get over it 

and live my life happily.

( That is not up to me I know, but I should give an effort at least :)  )

Sometimes when I sit to read my blog,

I find so much of pain and depression in it

and that makes me wonder what type of person I have become!

And well now when I have finally learnt to let go things,

maybe I am ready to make wise decisions,

stay true to myself,

clear out what exactly do I want

and also

stay true to everyone else. :)

And those are few requirements 

to keep me away from my dilemmas and depressing days.

( Hopefully :D )

So today I was wondering what are the things I wish to do before I die 

and now I think I am ready with my list :P

Here it goes :

1. The thing I am working upon right now.
   I wish to make my Papa proud of me and gift him everything he wants from my First salary. :)
   ( I am desperately waiting for the day when I'll take my Papa out for shopping.. )
   
2. Be one of the most successful editors of Vogue.
   ( Maybe that sounds silly but its my dream :) )
   
3. Walk down the ramp in the Fashion stations of the World:
   Paris and Milan
   ( Even the thought brings a wide grin on my face :D )
   
4. Get that Dior fragrance 'Addicted'  as soon as I can.
   ( Rather as soon as I have enough money to have it :P )
   
5. Have lots and lots of puppies at my place, one of each breed. :D
   ( I so damn love them....... <3 )
   
6. Spend an entire night out of my home,
   loitering around the streets, watching the street-lights, going nuts. :P
   ( I want that day soooooooooooon )
   
7. Have a beautiful garden in my house with roses of all colors and a swing too.
   ( I so very love those flowers and swings too :D )
   
8. Go Goa, Egypt, Dubai, Las Vegas and Venice.
   ( This list will go on increasing with time.. )
   
9. Meet Taylor Lautener and feel those abs. :D
   ( God he is so damn hot! and those abs just make me crazy! )
   
10. Have a vast wardrobe with a sexy collection.
    ( And I would definitely love to show it off ;) )
    
11. Have a photo-shoot on a sexy beach!
    ( Beaches beaches beaches... I love them! )
    And I should add, I also wish to spend a beautiful evening with my guy on the beach.
    ( Romance spices up the life ;) )
    
12. Get a tattoo on my ankles engraving my name in Arabic,
    other on the back part of my waist.
    ( I am still thinking over the design :D )
    
13. Get electric blue streaks in my hairs.
    ( Might be sounding weird I know :P )
    
14. Gain some weight!!
    God this is something I want as soon as possible and maybe some height too. :D
    ( I have a decent height of 5'5 but some people still think that is not enough and that I resemble a kid! Maybe I resemble one but I am happy that way! :P )
    
15. Learn proper driving ( car )
    and then make my car fly in the air haha :P
    ( Need for speed ;) )
    
16. Go on a trip with and
    get drunk with my Besties and then keep grooving the entire night. ;)
    ( Seems I can never have enough of alcohol :P )
    
17. Tell my Mechanics teacher that I have this huge huge huge crush on him. :D
    ( Want to see his reaction )
    
18. Have a bed filled with soft-toys of every size and keep playing with them.
    ( Childish I know :D )
    
19. Make a record of sleeping for an entire day ( 24 Hours ). :D
    
20. Get out of India for sometime and experience the life abroad,
    without any limitations and a gossipy society!
    ( Waiting for that day! )
    
21. Experience a beautiful shooting star and feel the magic around. :)
    ( And I would love to have a company while experiencing the magic )

So this was my list *pheeewwwwww* for now but still there are a lots of things missing in here which I will keep adding with time. ;)
 ( My list is similar to the universe which is constantly expanding with time :P )

And yes I have not just planned to keep making lists throughout my life 

but have also planned to accomplish and achieve every dream of mine. :)

( Ohh I feel so Good all of a sudden! :D )

Yes I know I am crazy but my sweetheart, my beloved I love You so very much for being with me all the time,

I really wonder how would I manage things without You!!

( Yes I am talking to my beloved blog once again! :D )

Time to bid my Adieu

with a promise to get back very very soon.

( Miss You my love! )

God help me make wise decisions. :)

( And please please please fulfill every dream in my list! :D )