~ And the Unexpected happens once again ~

Heyi Blush! :)

I missed You Baby! :*

I really wish You could sit next to me at times ,

when I feel all alone and lost!

I always come to You later or sooner in such conditions.

You always make me feel better Baby. :)

Past few days in college have been filled with lots and lots of emotions,

with the most dominating one being.. umm.. maybe Confusion!

Finally I have become a senior in my college with the arrival of my first years,

but well it doesn't seem to interest me much due to some reasons,

maybe one of them being the attitude of my friends.

I simply don't care if my juniors respect me or not,

if I meet someone good enough I just ask them about their day and the next time they see me,

they automatically greet me with a smile and that sounds much better than the forced greetings! :)

And I am happy this way,

Respect Your Senior from the Heart or just don't!

That is what I believe and follow.

Yes I am happy because of a very Special person!

Its so so so good to have that company around but at times I wonder if I create some kind of disturbance,

and I am not able to come to any conclusion!

God knows what it is!

I stay so confused ,

whom to talk whom not to,

what to do, what not to,

etc etc.

I can feel the change around me and I don't like it.

People are near to me yet so far away..

Right now I am sad,

I don't know why but I am!

Feeling so alone and upset,

I just wish these years pass away quickly 

and I get out of this place!

I hate this city,

that stupid college,

these confusions,

silly depressions!

I need a change,

simply wish to go far away from all these.

But yes I am very happy to have a little sister in the college,

simply love her! :)

She always makes me smile with all her non-sense,

and its wonderful to have her around! :)

And well talking about the Unexpected,

it was something damn damn damn unexpected! :D

( And that was a silly thing to say :P )

I had never ever thought in my dreams 

that I would bring Someone home like this! :P

I decided that out of nowhere,

and Luck favored me so damn much!

The trip became quite exciting one. ;)

Although I didn't like some part of it,

the introduction-with-the-family thing,

but rest of it was Beautiful,

simply Perfect! :)

Just like a Dream come true. :)

Loved it like anything!

Wow! 8)

And I am simply not going to forget those eyes when they said,

' I just won't let You go anywhere...'

Lovely! :*

And well I am thinking I should find out which side of my cheeks forms a little dimple when I laugh! :D

Every time I am sad,

I am asked to answer this question 

and out of nowhere I start laughing!

( Fell in the trap :P )

I am a silly kid! :P

I really need to discover this! :D

Somethings are real bad

and

Somethings are real good right now.

And I chose to focus on the good things for mine as well as other's happiness. :)

And well Some people simply don't let me stay sad for a long time,

Love You all for that! :)

Really do!

Thank You God for those amazing moments! :)