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Heyi Blush! 

Hope you are fine baby.

Here I am, with You! :)

I won't say I am happy or something,

'cause deep inside I am feeling really bad.

Today I had thought that I would bring a smile on Someone's face,

but I couldn't.

instead,

I found myself getting hurt

( And I chose to hide it.. ).

I felt as if my attempt, my effort,

didn't mean anything,

a waste, a total waste.

A day back everything was so wonderful,

so so beautiful,

I don't know how,

but I just found myself felling in love,

with You,

again.

Yes!

Again!

From the moment we met 

till the moment You dropped me home,

Perfect!

Absolutely Perfect!

And your eyes,

Magical!

Every time they look into my eyes,

I feel so special,

so magical.

Wow!

I feel lost,

with You,

nothing matters then,

no worries,

just nothing,

only You!

and then just after a day,

I find myself helpless,

I am simply not able to bring that smile back on your face,

that shine back in your eyes.

I find myself gazing your face every now and then,

and then the feeling of helplessness comes into action.

I feel bad,

and I am not able to say.

What should I say!?

It was bad! :(

I really wish things turn better soon..

And then,

since morning

my mind was filled with the memory of

'Chilli Chicken'

( the world best one! ).

It is the yummiest chicken I have ever had,

and will always be..

It was not just some random dish for random person,

it was made with so much of love,

on a special request.

I miss it! :(

Above all I miss the person who made it,

for me!

Somehow something brings Your memories back,

everyday and then I feel so bad..

Yes!

I miss You around. :(

God bless everyone!