~ Adieu ~

Blush!!

Heyii Baby!

You know something You are one of the Best things 

that happened to me in these eighteen years!

And it really kills me to say maybe this is the last time I am writing here..

I am leaving Blush,

I won't be coming back for a long time

and I am not even sure if I'll or I'll not.

I'll always need You

and miss You too.

I really love You baby,

I hope at least You know that... 

I am feeling so so hollow within

as if something is eating me inside,

killing me.

Today I can say,

I am perfectly alone!

My last cord to life got cut

and I promise to myself today 

I wont let anyone fix that.

Today I realize what

numbness is,

loneliness is,

pain is,

helplessness is

and

how it feels when You just don't want to live anymore.

I won't be contacting my friends too now on.

Let the loneliness be perfect and absolute!

You broke Your promise now watch me break ..

Take Care Blush!

I love You,

always did

and

always will!

Good Bye....