~ Life : Look beyond the Imperfections ~

Heyy Blush!

Nothing to write Sweetheart, 

just came to see You.

Words have refused to come out right now,

and I don't know what to do .. :'(

I feel like crying,

just wish to cry and cry some more.

I don't know baby where am I going wrong.

Is my being concerned my fault!?

Or maybe I am wrong when I just try to lighten up your mood 

and am told that I am not the One who can do that.

With the phone hanged up I lie down on my bed,

just thinking,

I wish I was the One..

God knows if I ever will be

or maybe I'll always be the one,

after talking to whom You get sad,

after seeing whom You get sad,

the sadness bringing girl,

mood upsetter,

yes that is who I have become these days.

I really wish baby I wasn't,

I never wanted to be,

I didn't even get to know when did I become one,

God!

Just drain my emotions out of me for sometime,

please!

Everything I do,

I say,

automatically turns out to be the wrong thing ,

and I don't know how long can I just wear that smile now,

when every moment all I wish to do is cry.. :(

God!

Just..

Please..

Help me!

Please..

I badly badly need it.. :'(