Hello everyone! :)

Today while sitting in the boring lecture of Chintu ( Nickname for my electronics teacher ), I was missing my Mechanics teacher ( <3 ) a lot and that moment I wrote this within 15 minutes ( Yes 15 Minutes! ):

The moment I see you entering the class,

Deep within I feel my heart pacing fast,

You bring an excitement glow on my face,

Chills flowing down my body, my impulse race!

You walk through the class like a teddy bear,

I love it when you ask,"Is everything Clear?"

The circles you draw are so very perfect,

You have no idea from your classes how much happiness I get!

Every color you wear has its own charm,

When you are close I can feel myself warm,

The smile you give is so so cute,

When you speak the entire world goes mute!

Awestruck I gaze when the wind blows your hair,

Interesting to me appears the topic of centroid,inertia and gears,

I hate every single day when I don't get to see you,

And I am sure of one thing that no teacher can be as wonderful as you!

Thought of not having your classes forms in my throat a lump,

I am going to miss these days and my silly goosebumps,

I feel lucky to have a teacher like you,

And one thing I know for sure, no one else can be as hot as you!

These are the lines that came out of my heart through my pen that instant and I received lots of comments from people who read this! :D It was a bit personal so I felt a bit shy when people read this, but I hope one day I 'll make sir read this and I would love to see his reaction, lets see when the day comes! :D

Till then I bid my Adieu ,

Do let me know how did you find my poem!

Crushes spice up our lives! ;)

~ Going Organic ~

Hola people!!

Organic clothing has its own charm, I got a short Jute kurti months back and it has a totally different look. Here are some pics of the kurti:

People say they love my eyes and I say they should! ;)

Street is never out of my style! :D

My killer smile! ;)

Roses ( My favorite flowers ) from my Special someone! :)

Finally I made a fashion post after a long time! ( And it feels great! )

I'll be back very soon ( Every time I write this a thought enters in my mind as if I am the anchor of some show ).

Till then, I bid my Adieu!

God bless everyone! :)

~ A pleasant Surprise ~

Sagar Singh you definitely deserve a special post in my blog ( Just like the Special place you have in my Heart! ). Firstly people let me introduce Sagar to you, he is the guy I disturbed the most during my school days by my non-stop talks :D and yet he never said me anything ( Although at times he lost his patience and asked me to shut up for few minutes! ). He is the guy I have spent two beautiful years of my school life with and have shared lots of my talks with. I have always loved his company and I cherish each and every moment spent with him.

And yes his specialty, Rapps! :D

He writes very very very well ( And I can never forget your note-books :P ) and is a very chilled out person ( Who freaks out at times! ). Just want you to know one thing that you are capable of everything, never ever bring the thought in your mind that you don't deserve anything 'cause those words don't suit you! You can get anything in your life that you aim for just never ever give up.

You are a wonderful part of my life and I am so so glad to have you in my life.

Always keep smiling and keep rocking!!! :D

God bless you!! :)

And they say rain brings back memories...

And I say I love the Nostalgic Rain! <3

Enjoying Nature in its crude form! :)

The first thing I wish to do today is wish Anshika ( My Angel ) a very Happy Birthday! :)

I really wish we could be together today at her Birthday but that couldn't be possible as she is busy with her college but anyways I wish she has a great day and even greater life ahead! Its about six years since we know each other, she is my Best friend since I have come to Lucknow and we never ever fight, there maybe be misunderstandings at times but we always sort it out ( I can't afford to live my life without her ). She is the girl I love the most and care the most for and I hate ( Really really really hate! ) to see tears in her eyes and I can actually murder the person who makes her cry! I just wish you keep smiling every single moment of your life and get all the happiness in your life. I just can't tell you in words how much I love you and how much I care for you and I really miss you around. :( I have spent my entire school life holding your hands and talking to you so it seems quite unnatural to have you so far and meet you just few times a year, it feels really bad! But today I feel blessed that God sent you for me( Yes for me! ) and I thank God for that! :)

Just stay happy and achieve everything you wish to, you'll always find me by your side whenever you'll need me and that's a Promise and you know that! :)

Love you a lot! ( Actually lot more than a lot! )

God bless you Always! :)

Long time ehh! ( I think that has become a usual dialogue from my side :D ) and I am really sorry for that, its just that few things keep me occupied these days and for a change I am studying ( I mean I AM STUDYING! and thats equally shocking for me :O) but on a true note I am happy with my scores ( Hard work pays! ).

Past few days have been quite messy for me, I messed up with my work, with my friends , with studies and with almost everything ( And it sucked! ), that could be easily made out from my past posts but now I am absolutely charged up and back to action! ( How melodramatic! )

People keep telling me that I am capable of doing lot more than I think I can ( Supergirl ehhh! ) and I have lately realized that they are right. I am often suggested so what if you are not doing English honors ( My Dream! ), if you are into B.tech then rock it and keep pursuing your dream too side by side, thats not really easy but I am certainly working on it and I guess its working perfectly fine except for those depressing days when I break down ( And which I entirely hate! ) but I am glad that I am learning to cope up with those stupid days! :)

One more thing I have discovered in the past few days is my love for 'COSMOPOLITAN' ( Gosshh Its an amazing magazine! ) and I heartily wish to write for it someday or pose for it someday ( And that someday will be like the biggest day of my life! ). The magazine is simply awesome and I totally love it! I have been following FEMINA since a long time but I recently switched to COSMO and I am loving it! ;)

And then my Crush ( Can't get enough of him! ;) ), I fail to understand how come some teachers are so sexy!I mean seriously I keep smiling the entire time like a stupid girl at my teacher and never ever do I look at Board! ( I am so crazy! ). I act like a total retard but I enjoy it! ;)
I have certainly improved in mechanics 'cause of this and he appears to grow cuter day by day ( Silly me! ) .


Love, the guy I love, the most special person in my life loves me more than anything, means seriously so many people are jealous to see the Couple we make! ( I enjoy that! :P )
I just fail to understand how come someone loves me so much, he can do anything to make me smile and I am so rude to him at times but he just stays with me every moment I need him ( I really wonder if he should be the girlfriend and me the boyfriend! :P ). He is just the most perfect guy I have ever met in my life and he is simply the Best! I love you 'Doggiee' :D
You make me wild and impulsive and at the same time you are the only one who calms me down! You are a perfect combination of everything that a girl needs ( Even a 50% girlish girl :D ).


Days back I clicked a pic of me randomly and I am so obsessed with myself that I have begun loving myself even more ( Ahhh I love myself! ). I believe I grow beautiful with time and I am just 18 now! ( That means its just the beginning! ;) ) Well enough of self praise, I'll certainly upload the pic the day my server will be doing fine and for the time being its available on my Facebook profile as my Display Picture. 


I guess I wrote a long description of my past few days in this post and lately I haven't posted any fashion post too but I'll be back with it very soon!


Till then, I bid my Adieu,




Love Life ,Live Life! \m/

I always wanted to live my life on my own terms and conditions but circumstances made me live my life other's way. Standing with this realization I fail to understand what to do next.With so many dreams in my eyes, I stand losing every dream with every drop of tear flowing from my eyes. 

I stand alone with no support from anyone, 

I stand alone with people suggesting me to live the life I am in as I can't help it, 

I stand alone with people laughing at me for being a loser in the life I am in, 

I stand alone with so much of pressure of excelling in the life I am in,

I stand alone watching others fulfill their dreams and live their life,

I stand alone failing to understand what was the mistake I committed.

I stand alone compromising with each and every thing I face in life,

and

I simply stand alone with loneliness being my perfect partner.

Hearing hurting things from closed one has become a regular part of my life,

Sometimes its my parents telling me what an useless and terrible child I am,

Sometimes its my younger brother telling me what a money-eater ans useless person I am,

Sometimes its my close friend telling me how senseless and arrogant I am,

Even my teachers who know me for the past few months tell me what a useless and hopeless student I am!

So much of criticism, so much of broken dreams and loneliness,

that perfectly defines me and my life.

So this is what God thinks I deserve.

I feel hopeless and weakened at the moment but as usual I'll get up in few days and ready myself to face this life anyhow 'cause I am not the type of person who gives up so soon and the day I give up would be similar to the last day of my life when I'll free myself from all the sufferings and pains. Well hopefully the day would never come in my life but who knows what happens next!

Standing amidst these situations,

 I wonder why people forget that I am also a Human!

I made a realization lately that at times the comfort of solitude and loneliness is far better than the pleasure of someone's company. At times you are strong enough to support everyone in need but yourself, you can comfort everyone by your talks but you can't comfort yourself by your thoughts. Life turns out so strange sometimes, things you never expected to happen all of a sudden mark their entrance in your life and once again a belief of life comes to a shattering stage. 

I used to think that maybe a place you love could be termed as your home but I got to realize that only your home can be termed as your own, however lovely other's place may appear to you it can never be yours. At the end of the day when situations bring you on a stage when you have to decide which is the place you can say to be yours it always turns out to be your own place not some other place you find your comfort in! Weird but true!

I can forgive but I can never forget. I'll always remember the situations I faced in life so unexpectedly and I'll keep that in mind before taking any decision in the future.

Life actually has strange ways of teaching things! 

Lots of incidents keep happening in India almost everyday, which actually make me wonder 

What is the value of a person's life in India?
Jessica Lal's murder case in 1999 is the biggest example of this! 

The Lady was shot just because she didn't have a drink to serve to a warm-blooded son of a minister! Its so ridiculous to even imagine that the life and dreams of the girl were far cheaper than the glass of drink??! Even more, out of hundreds of witnesses of the murder in the bar, hardly five people agreed to share the incident in the Court! India has been a land of fearless people but today, Are Indians so afraid to stand for truth? It feels disgusting to be a part of such a society where justice hardly matters! If a person meets an accident, hundreds of people surround to see the hurt person but hardly anyone comes forward to help the injured!

How come people have turned out to be so selfish? I fail to understand what makes people so selfish, the position someone else is today can be your position too someday, then what?

Jessica Lal was shot and people refused to stand for her justice, what if it was your daughter, wife or sister? How would you feel then? Everyone is ready to curse the culprits but hardly anyone stands against them! Is this the development Indians talk about?

Yesterday a man was shot near my place when he went for a morning walk! There were a few people  around but no one could gather the courage to stop the shooters from doing so or call the police to bust them! If a man can be shot while his morning walk then how can we say that we are safe in the malls with so many unknowns around!

What makes people take the life of someone else, what gives them the right to do so?

Are you going to take the responsibility of the family after the person is gone. are you? No you ain't , then what gives you the right to do so!

I really wonder, 

Is our India really Incredible?

Walking through the path of life we come across many people, and every person is distinct and unique in way or other. We get to know some of them closely and they are the ones who turn out to be our Friends while others chose to keep their life a mystery to us.

Sitting in my college bus, as I observe others sitting in the bus I find a variety of people busy with their own lives, but the most common expression of all is 'Worry'! Some are worried regarding their family, some for career, some for boyfriend/girlfriend, some for the extreme weather, its interesting watching people sitting with their cellphones in hands and accompanied with the expression of anxiety on their face while others are talking on their phones with anger on their face accompanied with a hint of sorrow. Its really interesting to note that how cellphones and other people effect our lives so easily! Very few people have smiles on their faces, they have the expression of calmness on their faces which is very difficult to achieve in today's world! I hear people talking about the different stress they are undergoing, various problems they are facing in their lives. There are also few who are away from all the worldly stresses taking naps on their seats, so overall I get to see a group of mockers, criers, chilled out and smiling faces within a small bus!

And well What group I come in?

Well , I am the only one observing others sitting by the window also watching the happening around the streets by the window!

It seems I am entirely at loss of words right now but I need to tell the entire World how proud I am of being an Indian! Today I finally realized what Love for Nation is, and how each and every person of the Nation is interconnected to each other. 

We, The Indians, won the World Cup,2011!!

Yes we did it, and proved to everyone who thought we couldn't that Indians can achieve anything they wish to!

I can feel the warmth and bliss of tears of Joy today watching our team hold the World Cup in their hands! This is just like a dream come true! I have no words to express this wonderful feeling of Victory!

I was spellbound, watching the Indian team members carrying the God of cricket, SACHIN TENDULKAR, on their shoulders and tears of joy flowing from everyone's eyes!

The most wonderful remark was by Virat Kohli,

" He(Sachin Tendulkar) has carried the burden of entire                 

nation for 21 years and he deserves being carried on our shoulders.. "

Believe me nothing can overcome this feeling of joy every Indian is undergoing at the moment! This is like an OMG moment for everyone! 

Indian team you have given me the most proud moment of my life today and I love you for that!

I am a born Indian and will always remain a proud Indian throughout my life! Cheers to every Indian ( No offence to anyone ). Going a bit Desi, India tumne diya ghuma ke!

I love you India and I love you my cricket team! I wish this joyful moment keeps coming in my life over and over again!

Wondering why the post is blue??

'Cause its the time to BLEED BLUE!

VANDE MATARAM! :)

Finally a very very wonderful day in my boring life. :)

Today I actually felt like 'Yes I do have a loving and caring family!' , and this realization was great enough to cheer me up from the Core of my Heart!

So much of laughter, so much of talks, its been so many years since all these things happened in my life but today was a very Beautiful day of my life. I literally have to drag myself out from the house ,away from my family due to my stupid college! I just wish I get to live here with such wonderful people throughout my life and enjoy every moment of my life with the people I love.

I can say proudly to everyone that I do have an elder sister who takes care of me and spends time with me despite her busy schedule. :)

Its just like I have no words to express the bliss I am feeling right now!

All I wish to tell those special people is that I love you all a lot and simply love spending time with all of you! Thank you for this wonderful time!

May God fulfill all your wishes and take care of you! :)