I guess God is definitely awarding me for my karmas!

Today is one of the OMG day of my life!

I just spoke,for the first time in my life,personally to my Mechanics teacher and he said he wanted ME to do well in my mechanics exam!

I mean, I am in the state of a pleasant shock!

It seems unbelievable that hours back I spoke to the guy I have admired for so long and I am shocked thats how come a person can be so very soft-spoken!

The respect for him certainly grew today in my heart and I wish wherever he goes he has a bright and shiny future.

I wish to see him at the top and happy! :)

This little conversation just made my day and Sir for you I'll definitely give my 100%, I promise! :)

Thank you God for this huge gift and

Thank you Sir for just making my day! :)

I guess I just witnessed the power of Karma today!

The same time, the same month, last year it was me mourning over a shattered trust and my broken dreams. 

Someone had broken my trust and had held me responsible for breaking the trust of my close ones especially my Father and that is something I'll never ever forgive you for! 

I can never forget those moments of torture, 

those moments of agony, pain, 

those moments of loneliness, 

those moments of distrust,

those moments of silent tears,

those moments when I wished to cry my heart out but couldn't.

I hope those moments will never ever come back in my life again!

Those days taught me to live like a stone-hearted person which will never ever melt for you,

Mark my words, 

NEVER ever will you get me back,

Never ever will I forgive you for ruining my life which I am still trying to mend.

My mind goes blank for you,

My Heart doesn't respond anymore for you,

I wish you get to know how it feels like to live that life you had forced me to live with,

And I don't wish to say anything else,

its just that

I believe in God and Karma!

No no no! I hadn't disappeared once again, 

its just that I have my exams from 27th May and I am sick of studying!

Study, study, study is the only thing I get to hear right now and I don't feel like studying at all!!

My dad and little brother are going for some outing and I am stuck here with to study and give my exams! How unfair! :(

But one thing I am loving at the instant is the weather, 

Rain is back again!

And I am loving it. :)

People please wish me luck!

Yesterday, 17th May, was the B'day of a very special friend of mine.

It was the B'day of the girl whom I had met the very first day of my college and since then people wonder," From how long do they know each other !??! "

She lives away from her home in the hostel of our college and is a very very Beautiful person by Heart. I am honored to have her in my life as my most special friend in college. :)

Yesterday on her B'day she cut five cakes!

First one from her friend,

Second one made by me,

Third sent by her brother,

Fourth once again from me and doggiee,

and last but not the least from her Uncle.

We went for an outing and it felt great when we saw that wide grin on her face the entire time,

her happiness yesterday couldn't be described in words and we were glad that we were able to make her day special!

And as my B'day gift I chose to gave her something different, I gave her a diary in which I wrote all the moments we shared together since we met and the poem I had written for her.

When she read that diary she was so happy that she was actually crying and I felt great 'cause I was successful in my attempt to make her feel special!

At the end of the day, it was a memorable day for us and certainly for her! :)

I hope she keeps smiling like this throughout her life and may all her wishes get fulfilled.

Happy B'day Pratiksha! :)

God Bless her!

One more joke ehh??

My luck played one more prank on me and I got trapped and I fall so badly that it seems very tough for me to get up and walk again! 

I feel sick, I feel cheated, why is it always me?

Whenever I find something that brings me happiness, I blink my eyes and whhoooshhhh its gone!

What am I supposed to do now??

Why does he have to leave so quick?

Damn! Maybe I should stop being happy over things and then it won't hurt ..

....... And I go Blank ....

Hello Everyone! :)

Today when I look back at my life, I see that in the past eighteen years of my life I could do nothing for myself or for anyone else, I have led a useless and purposeless life. I have had lots and lots of dreams and I still have many but none of them has been accomplished till date and who knows the future! Its not that I am disheartened or depressed at the moment but this realization doesn't make me feel good either. 

I know what I wish to do but I don't have anyone's support with me, I feel alone when it comes to accomplishing my dream and I feel very helpless. I feel sad with the thought that I haven't been able to do anything for myself and I wish to fulfill my dream someday hoping that day comes soon.

God help me!

Let me introduce to you a Beautiful Angel born months back. :)

Here she is, named Elina/Saumya by her parents, this little girl is my cutest niece and she keeps smiling all the time.

She is the world's cutest observer and listener and she is just too cute. :)

God Bless her! :)

Hola everyone!

Having a gala time??? ( I really love the Hola word :D )

Yesterday was the day I shared myself with the wonders of nature ( And I love it! ).

A beautiful and gentle wind was blowing outside yesterday and then I jumped out to my balcony and stood by my railing , closing my eyes I allowed the wind to touch and caress my face and slowly I opened my face to find out a big and carefree smile on my face!

With my earphones plugged into my ears I was listening soft music and with that I was enjoying the strong yet gentle wind ( Nature is so adorable! ). When I stand by my railing in such a beautiful weather I just feel as I have nothing to worry about, its just like one of the carefree feelings and it is too good. Standing there I get to observer people around and thats really interesting ( Although I can notice few people noticing me too :P ). Well that was my nature talk but something even more better happened yesterday. :D

Although I screwed up with my mechanics paper ( It was very tough, really very tough! ) but my cute mechanics teacher was the invigilator in the class just in front of my class and half the time Sir was standing on the entrance of the class ( Which was clearly visible from my seat ! ) and I couldn't help noticing him the entire time ( Totally crazy! ). What I did the entire time was gazing him with all my affection and then blushing ( Even I am shocked! I was blushing! ) and then getting back to work ( Work = giving my examination! ) and then again stared him and whenever he looked back I had goosebumps ( Goosebumps in these scorching summers! ). I acted like a total silly girl but I loved the view :D .

Despite everything I loved the day yesterday! :)

I hope days like this keep coming over and over again in my life, and with this hope I bid my 

Adieu to everyone!

Thank you God for everything! :)

Hola people!
Wondering where the hell have I been??
Well I am struggling with my stupid exams held by my even more stupider college ( Arghhh I hate it! ). Lately so many things have been happening around which I was dying to share with my readers but these examinations + crashing of my computer software kept me away from my blog for so long ( Sob sob! ). But well my week still has four examinations to go and tomorrow is the exam of my subject, of course Mechanics! ( Yes that is my subject! ) and I really really really hope I do well tomorrow ( Fingers crossed! ).
I have so much to share but I have lot to study right now so I'll be back very soon with all the news in my life till then 
I bid my Adieu!




Everyone please wish me luck!